Christina Rossetti, I wish I could remember (1881)
"Era già l'ora che volge il desio."--Dante.
"Ricorro al tempo ch' io vi vidi prima."--Petrarca.
I wish I could remember that first day,
- First hour, first moment of your meeting me,
- If bright or dim the season, it might be
Summer or Winter for aught I can say;
So unrecorded did it slip away,
- So blind was I to see and to foresee,
- So dull to mark the budding of my tree
That would not blossom yet for many a May.
If only I could recollect it, such
- A day of days! I let it come and go
- As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow;
It seemed to mean so little, meant so much;
If only now I could recall that touch,
- First touch of hand in hand--Did one but know!
Christina Rossetti. A Pageant and Other Poems. 1881.
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